A place for everything and everything
so pretty! Whatever condition
you find yourself in, however untidy
the closet, here’s a solution. Order
for any drawer, container for any fruit
or feeling. No more dead vegetables!
Leftover memories? Glass jars let you
see what’s inside. Stacked by size
they keep and keep.
I bought a subscription for my mother.
When she wakes at night, crying for my father,
sweating her sheets with grief, she turns
a few pages, thumbs the hints and fixes,
the leftovers in their pretty coffins. Night after
night she reads herself to sleep. I am her daughter,
awake in bed with grammar books,
studying the conditional:
If you die you are dead
If you die you will be dead
If you died you would be dead
If you had died you would have been dead
If you hadn’t been afraid to die you would have lifted your face.