Hill Mouse

Jen Hadfield

A still night. The isles

out-sigh. A nearly

full moon is in

the dark eye

of the hill mouse in our

compost bin, silently

ta da!—on top of tea

bags carrot tops tough ends of

leek and tattie peel

, all baroque and

garlanded with leopard

slugs. Unmeek:

it shows no fear—I

think because it has none—under

the moon that has put

a full stop after winter

and is tilting us toward

another season, not

spring. I flick

the headtorch up—jumping

jacks spang off the

illuminated

dike—the round,

cratered compost falls

into eclipse. Fecund dial,

overcrawled by Cinderella the

mouse, advancing on

the sweet pepper core and

towing a round caboose of

mouse-arse. She’s

emptied every little

keg of the corncob, a hundred

boozy, mouse-sized

shots—meanwhile, in the

house, we’re down to the dregs of

everything from which I

will cook a sort of

risotto: the last of the

smoked haddock—

iridescent flakes like mother-

of-pearl—you just off your last

night shift—the baby still

fighting sleep—stock-fat

sultanas sticking to the

pan and a spray of leaves

from overwintered

coriander. A glass of

wine between two. Moonlight

on the sea. The tide

turning. Our very great fortune

landing in our laps. And the

hill mouse ducking just

out of sight—

as I pour largesse upon

largesse—

Jen Hadfield was the youngest-ever winner of the T. S. Eliot Poetry Prize in 2008. Since then, she has worked as a poet, a writing tutor, and an artist. Her most recent book is Storm Pegs: A Life Made in Shetland.
Originally published:
September 9, 2024

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