Flip Screen

Jen Hadfield

On this day, 2019, Uncle John sent us, as

a family, another group

email—this movie of the falling

snow as seen from his window—at

least, the subject header is “Snow” and

the walls of his unlit apartment

are cast in a blueish

igloo light—

then the roving lens cuts suddenly

as if he’s hit “flip screen” by mistake, to

swerve for a further, full

dreamscape minute

across his topless midriff

his belly, long, full and pale,

across his gentle

man-breasts: dizzy whisks of flying

white as he pans smoothly, as he thinks, over

the scene outside.

At last, the lens catches his face from below

in an expression of wild,

calm wonderment—

a kind of solitary

elopement—

his mouth open in

a mild smile like a response

to the koan,

what is the

original countenance before

birth?

Jen Hadfield was the youngest-ever winner of the T. S. Eliot Poetry Prize in 2008. Since then, she has worked as a poet, a writing tutor, and an artist. Her most recent book is Storm Pegs: A Life Made in Shetland.
Originally published:
September 9, 2024

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